Tuesday, January 18, 2011

P.S.

We aren't dating. We have no change in our Facebook relationship status. When we work together, I don't spend my time trying to get your attention... because I am work and you are not the center of my attention.

I made the mistake of having a weird hook up situation with a co-worker which has been similar to being in a relationship only we aren't in one. It's fucked.

Today at work I am busy and turn around and see this co-worker staring at my ass. He stares me up and down, making it very obvious what he's doing. I give him a weird look as if to say, "Wtf???"

These are the texts I got to my phone during my shift:

11:29am: I was checking you out you know..? im done tryin to flirt with you..you gave me the same look you gave me from day 1.
11:31am: i take back looking you up and down. sorry.
11:46am: now i feel bad..


He sure told me. How could I be so ungreatful to him "looking me up and down." Dammit, why do I continue to have this thing called "self-respect." WHY WON'T YOU LOVE ME.